All of my life I’ve felt I don’t BELONG anywhere. I’m so different, so unlike anyone else I’ve ever met…I don’t fit in with society, I don’t fit in with my family. I often wonder why my Mom had me, why not just abort me. The ONLY time I ever felt like I belonged [...]

Another year, another birthday. Today I woke up in awe that I MADE IT to another birthday. I have been living with a chronic cancer (Chronic Myeloid Leukemia) for the past 10 years or so. It kind of sucks to live with a chronic cancer, because you linger, you struggle, you go through treatment after [...]

    As usual I am going to write my end of year blog. 2009 was a pretty crappy year for me. I had a lot of pain, a lot of medical issues, etc. There were some good things that happened as well. 2009 will be remembered as the year I finally stood up for [...]

It’s been a rough few weeks. My blood sugar (Diabetes) is still out of control. It sucks…because when my blood sugars run so high, I get SO lethargic and weak I can’t do ANYTHING. This shit has drained me of all my energy. All I do these days is sleep or lie on the couch [...]

  Yup, it’s time for my yearly Thanksgiving blog. 2009 has been a rough year for me and my family, BUT in spite of the rough times, there has been A LOT to be thankful for…so here it goes: Firstly, I am thankful to still be alive and kicking. Some days it’s hard to get [...]