Another year, another birthday. Today I woke up in awe that I MADE IT to another birthday. I have been living with a chronic cancer (Chronic Myeloid Leukemia) for the past 10 years or so. It kind of sucks to live with a chronic cancer, because you linger, you struggle, you go through treatment after [...]

It’s been a rough few weeks. My blood sugar (Diabetes) is still out of control. It sucks…because when my blood sugars run so high, I get SO lethargic and weak I can’t do ANYTHING. This shit has drained me of all my energy. All I do these days is sleep or lie on the couch [...]

**I edited out the URL so “Dad” can’t find me through my talk show…please email me at murderous.thoughts@ymail.com and I will send you the link to the site!** OK so first off my official website for my talk show is up… go to *email me for the site URL* and check it out. I put [...]

The holidays are always a rough time for me…Even when I had the money to enjoy them, I always wondered when “Dad” was going to come along and do something to ruin them. He ruined Christmas for me a couple of years ago, by leaving me a “present”, convincing me it was something nice. You [...]