I have a lot to talk about I suppose. I haven’t updated in a bit. So here we go! I haven’t been around much in the past week, because I was put into the hospital last weekend. Last Thursday night/Friday Morning (May 27th), my blood sugar went up over 800 and my sister (the [...]

I was thinking about how I am me, just uniquely me. I have always strived to be different from everyone else and I think I’ve succeeded. I have also had people try to change me. That isn’t going to work. I can’t be anything other than who I am. I am Autistic, bi-sexual, I am [...]

As you know this is “Breast Cancer Awareness” month. Hospitals are giving reduced priced mammograms (which is a good thing), people are pinning their pink ribbons on, they are running for “a cure”. Well, I am going to rant about some things right now. If it pisses you off, well then so be it, but [...]

The video above is the song ”Say” by John Mayer and is from the movie The Bucket List……a movie I love and relate to! I know I am dying, for those who are just finding me, I have terminal leukemia, end stage renal disease and a host of other problems caused BY the cancer. I live everyday of my [...]

So, my diabetes (which I got from having cancer grrr) is out of control. I am on so many medications right now that it is pathetic. They all have side effects, so I am stuck with those…stomach pain, nausea, vomiting, fluid retention (which makes it hard to breathe), muscle pain and weakness. Yay me /end sarcasm. [...]