D and I have been talking about things the last few days. Life, love, intolerance, people, etc. One thing she said to me that had really stuck in my brain is how some people could interpret the things I write as me wanting pity/sympathy or maybe even attention. She gets me, my kids get me, [...]

  All of my life I’ve felt I don’t BELONG anywhere. I’m so different, so unlike anyone else I’ve ever met…I don’t fit in with society, I don’t fit in with my family. I often wonder why my Mom had me, why not just abort me. The ONLY time I ever felt like I belonged [...]

I was thinking about how I am me, just uniquely me. I have always strived to be different from everyone else and I think I’ve succeeded. I have also had people try to change me. That isn’t going to work. I can’t be anything other than who I am. I am Autistic, bi-sexual, I am [...]

It’s been a rough few weeks. My blood sugar (Diabetes) is still out of control. It sucks…because when my blood sugars run so high, I get SO lethargic and weak I can’t do ANYTHING. This shit has drained me of all my energy. All I do these days is sleep or lie on the couch [...]

Shed My Skin By Alter Bridge….This is so my song… I am not alone I live with the memories regret is my home This is my true freedom Express all the feelings of what I’ve become I watch the rising sun I hope I find some peace today…….. It seems I’ve gone away It seems [...]